Thinking Forward

Ah, what a great lazy Sunday. Just a trip to the store, forgot to buy more coffee, but still had enough for tonight at least. Maybe that means I can get up early enough to not stress tomorrow morning. We'll see. With my sleep patterns morning stress seems to be a normal thing these days.

Having a lazy Sunday has also given me some time to think forward though. What do I want to do? What do I do if the US government says no to allowing me to work there? Even if they say yes, there is quite some time left before I can actually move. I'll have at least one more Christmas vacation trip from the time frames that have been put forward.

I know I can do better than I do today. My current work, although I enjoy it, isn't where I want to end up. I can do better. How do I know? I've already turned down better. Multiple times.

Hoping to move, it wasn't the right time. It has shown me that I definitely have options though, which is good. The question I end up with is "where do I want to go?". Wherever I might go, or if I decide to stay in Ljusdal, it's not likely to be the final stop. Once Linda is done with her education I know Ljusdal is not likely to be the stopping place.

So, if I move to the US, it's still going to be quite some time in to the future. Relatively soon, but still some time ahead. And if I don't move to the US, do I want to stay where I am? The possibilities, to be frank, appears limited. I don't see much potential for progression, and as mentioned above, I know very well I can do better.

Oh well, I guess it's a moot point until I know for sure whether I'll be crossing the Atlantic or not. If that falls through, and the potential for progression here still looks the same, I guess the choice would be rather simple.

There, that was my random thoughts for this lazy Sunday. A bit disorganized I know, but it's not like I have to write a report on it ;-)

To end the entry, what has become my favorite "lazy Sunday song". Animal Tracks by Mountain Man.

Peace out